π§ πΆ π CELEBRATE GOOD TIMES π πΆ π§
Twenty-nine years ago, I had brain cancer. This week, I got my 29-year MRI follow-up. "They found nothing!" (Insert comic relief here)
Still standing.
Still here.
Brain looks good.
Scan is clean.
All things considered? Miracle-level stuff.
It never gets easier. The scanxiety. The what-ifs.
The rerun of trauma in your head while you wait for someone in a lab coat to tell you if your life gets to keep going. Itβs exhausting. But thatβs survivorship. Itβs not ribbons or warrior memes. Itβs real life, lived one unpredictable year at a time.
This news made my family cry like Elliot saying goodbye to E.T. That kind of cry. The kind that hits your soul because you didnβt realize how hard you were holding your breath until you could finally let it out.
Thatβs what survival feels like.
So what does it mean to still be here? It means everything. It means I get to keep fighting for people who arenβt here anymore. It means I get to represent everyone still stuck in the sludge of a broken system.
It means I get to piss off the right people and protect the right ones. It means I get to lead. To inspire. To build something betterβfor real.
I donβt know why Iβm still here. But I am. And Iβm not wasting it. Not one second.
If youβve followed me, worked with me, trusted me, supported meβthank you. Youβre part of this. And as long as Iβm still standing here, Iβm not stopping.
Letβs go flip some tables.
