Dr. Hesham Hassaballa is board certified four times over with 20 years in the ICU. When his daughter was getting chemo, he checked his insurance portal daily, terrified they would drop her. A physician. In the system. Earning a good living. Still terrified of financial ruin because his child got sick.

ER physician Dr Pamela Buchanan spent 20 years inside American medicine and 2020 nearly broke her. She worked 80 to 100 hour COVID weeks, isolated from family, and faced emotional flatline head on. A raw look at burnout, suicide risk, and why doctors are walking away.